Letting go and allowing yourself be loved are the hardest things in the world.

Doctor: Are you sexually active
Me: Does it look like anything would want to have sex with this

How am I supposed to concentrate when I can still feel your lips on mine, and your hand on the small of my back?

How can I focus on words and insignificant details, when all I can think about are your eyes shining through the dark of my bedroom at 2am?

Things are different this time.